I Like You

Wanting to buy you flowers

Having you come across my mind on random hours

Like I fap to the thought of you in the shower

And a conversation with you excitens me

And to get you to smile or laugh is a sight to see

All these things…

they let me know that i like you.

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My Love Aint Fickle

My love ain’t fickle

I’m not saying this lightly

I’ll still throw us a feast even if you bite me

My love aint fickle

Like you can wrong me

Keeping no records of wrong is what makes me just happy to exist as Sanji

My love aint fickle

I might walk an extra mile for you

And even if I don’t

I’ll try to have a moment where I smile with you

My love aint fickle

Holding a grudge is too heavy

Its cause I forgive that I can also now be forgetting

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Slow Down, Kid

cause one day you wont be a virgin

and youll know what its like to get high

i hope you never lose sight of the person

that has a strong foundation to her life

which uproots her when the time comes

to sleep with boys and do drugs

And when the noise that comes with growing up

Has left you and youre of age

I hope you dont forget them days

When everything was simple and nice

So as of right now

Slow down kid, and enjoy life

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30s

The ego dies but you keep on living

Its a give and take and everyone has something they are giving

Money to spouse and kids

Running up your own start up biz

Habits and assets and side hustles to strike it big

Yet whether of resilience or living like a sloth

The cloth of your upbringing is what you made of the next harvest or what you allowed to rot

And the current reality of the purchases you bought

Which has your mood caught in either a discontent fog or in an approval nod

In that you go along

With each given day

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I Fall In Love With You Again

when you post an amazing thirst trap, i fall in love with you again

when you are confident and having fun and being silly, i fall in love with you again

when you spend time with me and your makeup and hair is done all nice and you smell good and your outfit is fire, I fall in love with you again

when you showcase your passion and dreams and I see you taking proactive steps in achieving them, I fall in love with you again

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Duty

duty to myself

to help heal my inner child with wounds and scars

to embrace the cards I was dealt

and not always play the victim card

duty to others

to see that our struggle is not against flesh and blood

so I embrace everyone as my sister and brother

And only operate with love

duty to god

to get along with my fellow man and honor his decrees

to understand that hes the overseer of the collective world

and that this world isnt just only me

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tragedy

teenage pregnancy

because of absent fathers

history made

because of the martyrs

depressed adults

because society is broken

self-righteous activists

because they believe they were chosen

misogynists

because parents got divorced

narcissists

because someone taught them how to ride a high horse

making jokes

of those drowning in the system

statistics formed

cause for some its suicide or being locked up in prison

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promises

how the sun will rise to usher in morning

how the moon glistens when one is in a night of mourning

how the waves are pushed and then pulled back

Like fam… i know i get volatile when I drink… ill lay off the hennesse and jack

like how the rainbow appears

after a night of rain

like when you get a good 8 hours of sleep

and are ready to tackle on a new day

and a new day is given

and a fresh 24 is what you get

like what you make of betterment of regrets

or promises you wish you kept

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trying

because if i don’t, then everything remains the same

because myself is not whom I wish to place upon blame

newfound discoveries, a level of craftmanship

like anything is possible isnt on some outlandish tip

its like self esteem better cause I am

cause it inspires me to keep sticking to the plan

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K-Rage

when the driver in front of me isnt being optimal

when the construction workers are loud and my mouth is full

of words like shibal ass fuck and motherfucker

but then Jesus would ask me

why are you a hater and not a lover

i reckon it comes more likely when i drink

But taehee wouldnt dare to think

does he have anger issues

Withdrew and under control but know its within my past phase

i realize actions and words matter so i cant just chalk it up to my k-rage